it's like there's something wrong with me...
something horribly wrong....

i had a dream i had a baby. his name was Geoffrey. i wanted an abortion but no such luck. but since i've never had the experience of having children, my dream state could only come up with as best of a motherly feeling as it could and it ended up feeling like i was mothering a sack of dirt.
and for some reason i wanted a girl even thought in reality i'd want a boy. even though i'm not having children because this country's a joke and the men in charge are all for murdering 3000 people for the sake of money and my children would be better off aborted in a trash can than alive and suffering. who knows, if i had kids, i might end up working at some important building. then they'd have no one because i'd get killed from a plane crashing into it. and then the president would say that because of the "terrorist" attack we're taking away the bill of rights.
then my kids would be motherless and rights-less